These Tears I Cry: Why Do I Feel Invisible

These tears I cry, is a book with a very powerful message. It is a book of poetry and stories about the upcoming of my life, as well as the heartbreak that we face in the world today. These poems and stories are very intense, deep, emotional and inspiring. I've been through so much in my life that my life has become an inspiration to me, being that I had to face the world alone. Dealing with trauma, pain, shame as well as blame for the pain and suffering that I've endured in my life, fear, tears, rape, molestation, struggling with an eating disorder and near death experience. Due to the fact that I had taken my life's pain out on myself, not realizing that I wasn't to blame, but there were moments when I couldn't bare the pain. And those are some of the reasons for the shame that I wish I could change, because if I had the wisdom that I have today, I would have done things in my life a different way. For life has been a horrific struggle and emotional battle, but my faith is what got m