SEEDS OF WRATH

all of my life I've been told to wait. to be patient. to just let things happen on their own. all of my life I've been led to believe, that if it's meant for me then I shouldn't have to worry about anything. that if it's written... it will occur. that it will come to me. and in all my years, I've been waiting... in all my years, I've let so many things pass me by. I've lost too much and I've gained... too little. I've given my soul and I've received barely anything back on return. so I don't want to believe that if it's meant to happen, then I should let things be on their own. let things come to me at their own pace. no. fuck that. if I have a dream I want to work on it. i want to believe in it. envision it for my own. I want to build on it. day by day. hour by hour. until one day, I wake up, look back and see all the progress I've made. I want to believe in myself and not just destiny. I want to trust what I'm capable of. trust what I know can be done. and it's the same thing with yo