Rose Month Day Twenty-six Poster

Rose Month Day 26: Château RosesThe first professional shoot I did after I had Eloise was @chateaumoissacbellevue. It was hard. My body was not my own, nor was my mind. I remember the sensation of trying to move as I had always moved, easily, energetically, and being surprised at how it felt as if my feet were sunk in mud. Feeling not at all my normal self. And I wasn’t, it was a wake-up call that life would never be the same now that I was a mother.The owners, two of the most down to earth kind people I have ever met, asked me this evening over an apero on the terrace, “Do you prefer living in the United States or France?” Well, what a day to ask that question. Here’s the other thing about today, and the past couple of days. I can’t stop thinking about Uvalde, Texas. On the two-hour drive today as my mind drifted looking outside the window, questions popped into my head I would ask Kevin who, like me, can’t fully emotionally process this situation unfolding. It’s unbearable, I know we