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Dear Baby,On Christmas day, they told me you were coming. I cried and cried happy tears at just the thought of you. In that very second that I learned of your existence, I fell in love with you. Madly in love. In nine months, I’d get to hold you and squeeze you. I’d get to kiss your sweet tiny forehead and gently wrap your tiny fingers around mine. I'd get to look into your eyes as yours intently explored the new world around you. But then, just a few short days ago, I was told you weren’t coming. I was told that your tiny heart quit beating. I was told Jesus gets to hold you, squeeze you, and kiss your forehead instead.I tried to remain strong in front of my precious daughter as tears fell down her cheeks. I tried to just remain quiet, but today, the tears won’t stop. My pain and grief are loud inside my head and heart. My soul was flooded with love for you and now that love won't be able to wrap itself around you. The love just sits in my heart with nowhere to go. All my hopes and d