How The Lord Found Me

After being saved many years, I see God’s hand on my life even before I became a Christian. Before I was 10 years old, I lived in a factory  that my father owned. I remember there was no peace in my family. My parents always had quarrels, sometimes so bad that they ended in physical abuse. In the factory, there was also an idol that my whole family worshipped. During this time, I also committed sins and I was afraid of the punishment I deserved for them after death. I often had terrible dreams that made me afraid of eternity. Looking back, I can see how God put the concept of eternal judgement in my heart, even when I didn’t have the opportunity to learn from the Bible or study at a Christian school. Sadly, as a child I committed so many sins that I couldn’t hear the voice of my conscience anymore. After I was 10 years old, I started to attend a Roman Catholic high school. Because of a lot of unhappy experiences at this school, I thought I was being cursed and I found myself looking fo