“Abstract Christ” 8x10 original Acrylic painting

8x10 original acrylic painting on board with custom pine frame. I once knew your face,Dear Lord. A white, blue eyed man who looked like me. But now I’m learning of a historyOf a brown skinned, middle Eastern Jew. And I realize that the image of youis no longer what I’ve learned to be true And the face I know is the face I knew So I sit here painting Frantically searching Im struggle to see your real face. I’m guessing, I’m trying. And It comes out abstract. Sigh…Again. My brush finds your eyes for a moment But I lose them. Again. Layer upon layer I find you. I lose you. Again. And it mirrors my relationship of learning of you anew. My brothera middle Eastern Jew. This is just a stream of consciousness that I had while painting this and trying to reinvent my understanding of Christ. Idk.